I'm all choked up inside

Wow! Who would of thought that I would have to take out a second mortgage to pay for gas for my truck. Shit it's not even a big truck it's a FUCKING TOYOTA! I can't win. I would bitch more but there are so many reason as to why gas prices are this high in my opinion that I'm not going to go into them for fear of have my heart explode. Or my head.. they both have a lot of blood and I do tend to run a little hot.


Speaking of things that are just about unbelivable but true.... I placed a bid on a house last week. 1200sqft 2bd 2bath nice little place just off of the 101 and with in about 10 minutes of Fry's which as we all know is a huge thing for me. Well I was supposed to find out how I did in the bidding yesterday... when I called my real estate agen she told me that there were so many bids on the house that the selling agent had to put them into a spread sheet to keep them straight for the seller.

I may have had a small edge because I was actually going to live in the place as opposed to turn around and sit on it for a investment. Great... so needless to say I'm back on the hunt for a house.

I'm going to go figure out how many times a week I need to sell my body in order to afford gas for my truck... I will worry about the house later.